December 2011
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As soon as I decide to go to sleep, I have a coughing fit. When I decide that I’m awake enough to browse the internet a bit more, I stop. I get tired again and am about to crawl into bed and I’m coughing again.
Whyyyyyyyyyyy?!
365 Day Challenge
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the challenge is below the “read more”
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Rather than do this myself on here, James and I are going through the questions together.
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goddamnit it
Third day in a row that I’ve burned my tongue.
Ouch.
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Nurse Reveals Top 5 Regrets of the Dying
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From Arise India Forum:
“For many years I worked in palliative care. My patients were those who had gone home to die. Some incredibly special times were shared. I was with them for the last three to twelve weeks of their lives People grow a lot when they are faced with their own mortality. I learnt never to underestimate someone’s capacity for growth. Some changes were...
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Christina
Get your fucking silly ass to the library today.
Take care of your fucking fines.
STOP BEING LAZY!
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I’m determined to finish this ball of yarn before I let myself go to sleep.
IT WILL BE DONE!
Also…the bright side of this entire situation is that I can’t say I ever felt bored in Connecticut.
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what the fuck.
I took a nap, which is good. But now I can’t breathe again and my chest hurts too, which is so fucking bad. I’m not tired anymore so I can’t pass out to escape the pain and discomfort.
I wish I could escape this body.
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Body y u do dis?
I finally have an inhaler so it doesn’t feel like I’m trying to breathe underwater BUT I have tightness and what feels like rocks inside my chest and my sister said that I probably overdosed on albuterol.
Hopefully this will all pass and I will feel better tomorrow. I feel like I have been taking terrible care of my body lately.
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It feels so good to breathe again.
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I need a hug or a cuddle right now.
Going to listen to DCFC instead. Yeah, it’s that kind of night.
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Why wait until the new year?
I’ll start improving myself now.
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So I am officially done with college applications since I just submitted the common app. I was done with CUNY Macaulay and SUNY applications in November. All I had left was to submit a picture for Vassar’s supplement.
Now that that’s done I have to look into financial aid and scholarships.
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Baking since 11pm
HOMEMADE COOKIES FROM SCRATCH FUCK YEAH
They are delicious!
Making these chocolate cookies (without chocolate chips, they taste like brownies! had to substitute vanilla for 1/2 almond extract but they’re still good) and these 3-ingredient peanut butter cookies.
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DONE
This essay is finished!
Obligatory break from homework to sing and groove along to Toto’s Africa.
It’s going to take a lot to take me away from you
There’s nothing that 100 men or more could ever do~~
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the fucking present
now
now
now
now
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Yet another hole in my ceiling from which water drips. This time its over my kitchen table coming out of my ceiling light.
“Fall in love with some activity, and do it! Nobody ever figures out what life is...”
– Richard Feynman (via pavorst)
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Recently I’ve been going to sleep because my body couldn’t take being awake any longer. I think tonight I’ll go to sleep early and try to lucid dream. Hopefully I’ll wake up in a better mood.
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Oh man I feel so good right now. Trained today (finally did handstands, stretched, improved on a few other things), rode my bike, and took a shower. Now I will put on clothes, make tea, listen to muse, and just stay relaxed for the rest of the night.
I’m so glad I decided to go today. I didn’t know how much I needed this.
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Sometimes I need to take my own advice and stop thinking about this stuff.
I need to stop listening to people and have their words get into my head. Everything will work itself out and there is no sense in getting upset now.
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I think it’s a listen to Muse and do homework kind of night.
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new favorite tumblr →
Pictures of delicious FOOD and recipes!
I have so many tabs open right now.
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How abuse changes a child's brain →
The brains of children raised in violent families resemble the brains of soldiers exposed to combat, psychologists say.
They’re primed to perceive threat and anticipate pain, adaptations that may be helpful in abusive environments but produce long-term problems with stress and anxiety.
“For them to detect early cues that might signal danger is adaptive. It allows them to react, to try and avoid...
I’m so tired of being tired and miserable.
I have so many things to be happy about; I need to stop being like this.
Позови меня тихо по имени
My parents are in my backyard sitting around a bbq campfire getting wasted and singing along to Любе.
I heard that song playing and them harmonizing with my neighbor and it made me feel really nostalgic.
Позови меня, на закате дня Позови меня, грусть печаль моя, позови меня
It’s 4am and even upbeat music is making me feel upset. What the hell is going on with my emotions?
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So I don’t have to worry about taking any more SATs or SAT Subject Tests anymore.
Except I seem to have run into a problem with sending in these scores. I need to get that worked out but right now I’m really tired. I should go to sleep. I’ll worry about this in the morning.
I think I won’t set an alarm this time. It’ll be nice to finally sleep in.
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I feel as though I woke up to be productive, but I just want to go back to sleep or continue browsing the internet under my warm covers.
…maybe I’ll nap for another 20 minutes.